I really need you here by my side :(

And I mean it. One second can't pass without you appearing on my mind. There ain't any way to stop this awful feeling. I may be selfish.. but I really need you back. I can't understand why you're reacting like this when it's your mom who forced you to break up; is it because of my fault? That on the 18th of Oct I came to dine with you and yet gatecrashed upon you and Wilfred, and was it Wilfred who told your mom everything? I suppose it seems to be, that is the reason probably why you're cold-shouldering me and ignoring me like some unwanted canine. It is all my fault. Yeah, and I can't forgive myself for it alrdd.