Torturing.

How true can this get? I showed you my weak and crumpled side, I had to show you cos I couldn't act like everything was alright. And you probably thought I was a fucking weakling and retard. All or nothing. Well at least I tried, and even as now I look on, you won't start the texts at all. Like as usual. How I miss those times when I'd receive 2-3 texts of "Hey you awake? I'm bored :(:(:(" when I wake up. Now? Back to square one. I'm alone. In the lonely streets. Again.