It's the ninth day now..?

I love you *erases* I miss you *erases* Can we talk? *erases*




Hey.
So.. it's the ninth day now. Ninth day, do you still feel anything? Or has it been a 'blink of an eye' for you, these nine days? :( I'm listening to "Good Life" by One Republic now, and god, damn does it relate to me, except it's the exact opposite.
Hey.
How are you these nine days? *Snickers* Well I bet you wouldn't even have gave a damn or two about me would you? It's your training today, yeah. Sorry for being random. I just.. am speechless.
Hey.
Did you miss me at all? Did you ever love me before? How about now?
Hey.
Can you see how I'm doing right now? Can you? I can't accept it, even though I'm trying hard to. You know my friends just gave me another angle as to why you might have broke up with me, under the influence of some others maybe? Well.. It was for that reason I pm-ed you at Facebook as early as 3:41AM today.. But upon waking up and thinking it through, I decided to trust you, as I've always done so, as I've always been like. To trust. Sometimes I really just feel like opening up to you everything, and sharing this blog with you. After all, you were the cause of its birth. I'm listening to songs now, and I don't know why I'm tearing (as in crying). It's too hard, too cruel for me, you know that? Can you hear me? You know that? It's really hard for me. Extremely hard. I can't take it anymore you know? I'm serious, I'm at my limits now.. My friends tell me to buck up, all that.. isn't even enough. I just need your one text. Never will it already come yeah? </3 I've got no more heart to be broken.